Saturday 24 March 2012

Here I am... Here we are...


Well this is all about me, you and everyone. No matter where we are, what are we doing and how life is treating us. However somewhere and somehow we all are missing the actual “WE”... Isn’t it ? ask your self then... today everyone is busy with their own life and they are leaving the things behind. No matter what thing they are missing on from their busy schedule...it could be anything, may it be bunking office or college or just asking your mom and dad, hey dad hey mom how are you guys?.... quite strange .. but we have been doing it now a days as WE always say "I have been keeping busy."

Today I had a hold of some of my old friend. Amit Singh, I have been knowing him more than 4 years now. Worked with him few years back... and met him in an induction of my Ex-company. he was a good looking guy, pretty thin, rules breaker, fight caller, argument master and quite nonsense & pretty indisciplined guy... well it was the guy whom I met 4 years back. but a true hearted guy. We have been pretty good friends and still good friends of each other.

When I met this guys he was quite a stupid guy(in good sense), never used to respect anyone, used to carry  a lot of attitude, never used to follow rule, never used to attend training session, never obeys to his words... in short he was perfectly imperfect guy. But with the passage of time when I started to interact with Amit and started to know him, I found him a nice genuine guy with all his imperfects.

Few years back he never respected the time. He just wanted fun all around. He wanted parties, bunks, drinks, dopes, time with friends, anything to save friend and girl Friends ... whatever he wanted is a different part but he was with his Real Life. He has been himself that time. He never used to miss anything in life. Whatever he wanted to he used to do it.. Come what may... it was like he was the only one in this universe who was enjoying his life to the fullest.

Then I got to talk to him recently... after a long time. I was quite surprised and shocked after I spoke to him. He changed drastically. Now he is pretty mature, talks sense and takes life seriously... all of sudden I found him out of everything he used to be few years back. Now he is quite serious about his life, his career and his future.  Earlier he used think of only present but now he thinks 5 years from now. We were just talking and he just said I want to make friends. And I was pretty shocked when he said so, as he was the same guy who used to surround by friends. Then he said he is pretty stuck with his job, meetings, projects and all...not getting time to go out and is feeling quite lonely now and then I realised he is been missing all that which he used to do and he lost himself a long way back. He lost his innocence, cuteness and fun luving person. Today he got into work and professional life so much that he is  missing the Actual person in him.

I have no idea how tough it is for one to get a desired life. but whatever it is, you shouldn’t lose the real actual person in you. Everyone is busy today... but you should take out some time for yourself and your loved ones... again it is individuals choice what they want and how they want to carry on with this life.  after all life goes on, no matter what...

Just a small experience that I wanted to share.. J

Friday 16 March 2012

A gap...



You are right here,
But still I feel the gap.
You are right here,
But still m trying to wrap.
Its not the way I wanted,
Its not the way you wanted.
May be love is there,
Or may be its something else.

Friday 2 March 2012

Thats it... I want for now & all...



It is just you,  that all i want
It is just you, that all i Wish
It is just you, That all I Luv
It is just you, That all i Fall for.

Come in my life and touch me,
Make me glow like your soul
Be a dew drop on a bud
& touch my soul like a Luv

Waiting for you Unlike you do,
You are unaware what I do,
My luv is pure, It is for you,
But U don’t respect it, Do You?

You are not sure about anything,
Whenever I ask then “You don’t know”,
Its not like that, If i luv you
Coz i Wont luv if you wont do.

Why to wait, why to hol,
If you luv me &? I luv you
But you still waiting for someone,
& i keep on luving you

I am insane and crazy for you,
But thats the way i love you,
You still unaware what i do,
& You don’t wanna  get a clue.

Dipping hopes makes me scared,
Its not worth to loose your love,
I lost it so many times,
So know the worth if someone luvs you

Have a hold as long as you can,
Once i go i wont come back,
Love my soul,love me all
Thats it  i want for now and all

I Speak My Mind: Just Stop here for a while...

I Speak My Mind: Just Stop here for a while...: Just stop here for a while, lets see the new feeling, music of luv and happiness of pain, everything is here, just not you, you r the reas...

Just Stop here for a while...



Just stop here for a while,
lets see the new feeling,
music of luv and happiness of pain,
everything is here,
just not you, you r the reason,
just hear me and feel me,
come n hug me, & kiss ma pain,
lets come in ma life,
n make me feel of my existence,
coz m myself just for you..you n you...

I Speak My Mind: I always think of You & Me

I Speak My Mind: I always think of You & Me: When I first met you I felt like I had known you forever, telling you my secrets and what I didn't want ever. you listened to me I be...

I always think of You & Me



When I first met you
I felt like I had known you forever,
telling you my secrets
and what I didn't want ever.
you listened to me
I bet you thought I'd never end,
who would have thought
we would become more than just friends.
Over a period of time,
I got to know the real you.
A boy so caring and gentle,
with a heart so true.
You've survived your life
with hurt and loneliness by your side.
I told you I'd never leave
because of the feelings I have inside.
I know you
like no one I have ever known,
and sometimes I wonder
what I'd do if you were gone?
So I have decided
time answers all.
If it is meant to be
time will remove the wall.
I love the way we are together,
you can always make me smile.
Will it ever really be forever?
I guess I will have to wait awhile.
Time will reveal, what lies ahead
but always remember
what I have said.
Meeting you has changed my life
and I really love you so,
the feelings I feel for you
I am never letting go.
Remember me always
and I will too.
I always think of
me and you

what it is, i dont know !



what it is, i dont know,
why it is, i dont know,
it is somthing different,
it is something for the first time,
a way different or a mile away.
m always scared of it,
but it happenned again to me.

why this time,
again m with the same situation,
where i cannot get you ,
or you cannot get me.
you are a way different,
and i m a way different.
then why i ve been stucked with your smile.


dont know whether its right or wrong,
but i have started to like someone,
neither its love nor its F'ship,
and i dont know the name of this relationship
just like to see you all the time.
n when you are not around,
it makes me to think of you.

like to see you smiling,
n in love with those.
if possible for me,
wont let you go away.
will sit in front of you,
keep looking in your eyes.


why its tough this time,
just coz i like smone again
why love is still scared of me.
why way is too different.
My feeling are not fake,
but i cant expose it.
just want you to find it,
who is true in your life.


I wish i could tell you,
what i feel for you.
how i want to see  you,
and what i and hoping for.
hopes are useless,
wait is reskless,
as its a fact,
you wont feel the same i feel for you.

craving for you,
but i cant get
sacred of something
that i would lose you.
Far from you , but still so near
near to you , but still do Far.

this is the end of my feeling,
which was just started
as you not mend for me
and m just a story.
stopping feeling right here.
bless you with your dream gurl.

Crying Heart...



Just feeling to say something,
Just wanna tell you everything,
But dont want you to listen to it,
Wannt you to accept it as well.
Have no one who will do so,
Have no one who will listen.
Things will remain undone,
Things will remain Unsaid,
M not going to Express,
M not going to Cry out.

M going Out,
M going away,
Away from you,
you and everyone,
Where I will be going,
Cant say anything,
What I will be doing,
Nobody knows.
Just Alone and Away,
As nothing new.

You hurt me Today,
As you ever do,
Then you say,
Its only you.
things getting Complicated,
As time passing by.
Nothing is in our Favour,
Just getting Distraction.
Time to Say Last word,
Time to Feel Last Moment,
But what is Last,
You never know.

Want to be free,
Get out of all this,
Want to be loved,
& kissed by Sm1.
Want sm1 to take my pain,
& leave me with all Peace.